Author: Rae Allen

  • Fret about enlightenment

    Does one really have to fret
    About enlightenment?
    No matter what road I travel,
    I’m going home.

    – Shinsho

  • The God Works in Circle

    (on the occassion of Australia advancing in the World cup)


    a ball lover
    is our god
    a soccer player
    he is
    the whole universe
    his field
    the planets,
    the stars,
    our earth
    all shuttling
    through space
    like balls
    shove from
    one corner
    to the other

    our heads,
    our eyes,
    the balls
    that the gods
    give us
    to play
    all
    the games
    in his world

    the moon
    in its
    lunar journey
    round and round
    good and bad
    too come
    in a circle

    what goes around
    comes around
    kindness begets kindness
    do bad and
    it comes back
    in a circle
    cos our god
    is a lover of
    a ball game

    start walking anywhere
    in the universe
    and you get back
    to your own place
    cos our god
    loves the circle game
    the circle game
    the circle game

    john tiong chunghoo

  • Faces In The Street

    They lie, the men who tell us in a loud decisive tone
    That want is here a stranger, and that misery’s unknown;
    For where the nearest suburb and the city proper meet
    My window-sill is level with the faces in the street
    Drifting past, drifting past,
    To the beat of weary feet
    While I sorrow for the owners of those faces in the street.

    And cause I have to sorrow, in a land so young and fair,
    To see upon those faces stamped the marks of Want and Care;
    I look in vain for traces of the fresh and fair and sweet
    In sallow, sunken faces that are drifting through the street
    Drifting on, drifting on,
    To the scrape of restless feet;
    I can sorrow for the owners of the faces in the street.

    In hours before the dawning dims the starlight in the sky
    The wan and weary faces first begin to trickle by,
    Increasing as the moments hurry on with morning feet,
    Till like a pallid river flow the faces in the street
    Flowing in, flowing in,
    To the beat of hurried feet
    Ah! I sorrow for the owners of those faces in the street.

    The human river dwindles when ’tis past the hour of eight,
    Its waves go flowing faster in the fear of being late;
    But slowly drag the moments, whilst beneath the dust and heat
    The city grinds the owners of the faces in the street
    Grinding body, grinding soul,
    Yielding scarce enough to eat
    Oh! I sorrow for the owners of the faces in the street.

    And then the only faces till the sun is sinking down
    Are those of outside toilers and the idlers of the town,
    Save here and there a face that seems a stranger in the street,
    Tells of the city’s unemployed upon his weary beat
    Drifting round, drifting round,
    To the tread of listless feet
    Ah! My heart aches for the owner of that sad face in the street.

    And when the hours on lagging feet have slowly dragged away,
    And sickly yellow gaslights rise to mock the going day,
    Then flowing past my window like a tide in its retreat,
    Again I see the pallid stream of faces in the street
    Ebbing out, ebbing out,
    To the drag of tired feet,
    While my heart is aching dumbly for the faces in the street.

    And now all blurred and smirched with vice the day’s sad pages end,
    For while the short `large hours’ toward the longer `small hours’ trend,
    With smiles that mock the wearer, and with words that half entreat,
    Delilah pleads for custom at the corner of the street
    Sinking down, sinking down,
    Battered wreck by tempests beat
    A dreadful, thankless trade is hers, that Woman of the Street.

    But, ah! to dreader things than these our fair young city comes,
    For in its heart are growing thick the filthy dens and slums,
    Where human forms shall rot away in sties for swine unmeet,
    And ghostly faces shall be seen unfit for any street
    Rotting out, rotting out,
    For the lack of air and meat
    In dens of vice and horror that are hidden from the street.

    I wonder would the apathy of wealthy men endure
    Were all their windows level with the faces of the Poor?
    Ah! Mammon’s slaves, your knees shall knock, your hearts in terror beat,
    When God demands a reason for the sorrows of the street,
    The wrong things and the bad things
    And the sad things that we meet
    In the filthy lane and alley, and the cruel, heartless street.

    I left the dreadful corner where the steps are never still,
    And sought another window overlooking gorge and hill;
    But when the night came dreary with the driving rain and sleet,
    They haunted me — the shadows of those faces in the street,
    Flitting by, flitting by,
    Flitting by with noiseless feet,
    And with cheeks but little paler than the real ones in the street.

    Once I cried: ‘Oh, God Almighty! if Thy might doth still endure,
    Now show me in a vision for the wrongs of Earth a cure.’
    And, lo! with shops all shuttered I beheld a city’s street,
    And in the warning distance heard the tramp of many feet,
    Coming near, coming near,
    To a drum’s dull distant beat,
    And soon I saw the army that was marching down the street.

    Then, like a swollen river that has broken bank and wall,
    The human flood came pouring with the red flags over all,
    And kindled eyes all blazing bright with revolution’s heat,
    And flashing swords reflecting rigid faces in the street.
    Pouring on, pouring on,
    To a drum’s loud threatening beat,
    And the war-hymns and the cheering of the people in the street.

    And so it must be while the world goes rolling round its course,
    The warning pen shall write in vain, the warning voice grow hoarse,
    But not until a city feels Red Revolution’s feet
    Shall its sad people miss awhile the terrors of the street
    The dreadful everlasting strife
    For scarcely clothes and meat
    In that pent track of living death — the city’s cruel street.

    – Henry Lawson (July 1888)

  • Strange fits of passion have I known

    Strange fits of passion have I known:
    And I will dare to tell,
    But in the Lover’s ear alone,
    What once to me befell.

    When she I loved looked every day
    Fresh as a rose in June,
    I to her cottage bent my way,
    Beneath an evening-moon.

    Upon the moon I fixed my eye,
    All over the wide lea;
    With quickening pace my horse drew nigh
    Those paths so dear to me.

    And now we reached the orchard-plot;
    And, as we climbed the hill,
    The sinking moon to Lucy’s cot
    Came near, and nearer still.

    In one of those sweet dreams I slept,
    Kind Nature’s gentlest boon!
    And all the while my eyes I kept
    On the descending moon.

    My horse moved on; hoof after hoof
    He raised, and never stopped:
    When down behind the cottage roof,
    At once, the bright moon dropped.

    What fond and wayward thoughts will slide
    Into a Lover’s head!
    “O mercy!” to myself I cried,
    “If Lucy should be dead!”

    – William Wordsworth (1799)

  • Wise listeners

    Wise listeners, the wisdom of enlightenment
    Is inherent in each of us.

    We fail to recognize it because
    Of delusion of mind;

    To know the essence of Mind
    Seek the teachings of the enlightened.

    – Hui-neng (638–713)

  • control the mind

    If the mind exists,
    It can be controlled,
    But it does not.
    Understand this truth by inquiry;
    Seek the real, the Self

    – Ramana Maharshi

  • Andy’s Gone With Cattle

    Our Andy’s gone to battle now
    ‘Gainst Drought, the red marauder;
    Our Andy’s gone with cattle now
    Across the Queensland border.

    He’s left us in dejection now;
    Our hearts with him are roving.
    It’s dull on this selection now,
    Since Andy went a-droving.

    Who now shall wear the cheerful face
    In times when things are slackest?
    And who shall whistle round the place
    When Fortune frowns her blackest?

    Oh, who shall cheek the squatter now
    When he comes round us snarling?
    His tongue is growing hotter now
    Since Andy cross’d the Darling.

    The gates are out of order now,
    In storms the “riders” rattle;
    For far across the border now
    Our Andy’s gone with cattle.

    Poor Aunty’s looking thin and white;
    And Uncle’s cross with worry;
    And poor old Blucher howls all night
    Since Andy left Macquarie.

    Oh, may the showers in torrents fall,
    And all the tanks run over;
    And may the grass grow green and tall
    In pathways of the drover;

    And may good angels send the rain
    On desert stretches sandy;
    And when the summer comes again
    God grant ’twill bring us Andy.

    – Henry Lawson (1888 )

  • Step in the river

    No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it’s not the same river and he’s not the same man.

    Heraclitus – (c.535 – 475 BC)

  • you in reality


    Give up all questions except one: “Who am I?”

    After all, the only fact you are sure of is that you are.

    The “I am” is certain. The “I am this” is not.

    Struggle to find out what you are in reality.

    – Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj

  • Five Bells

    Time that is moved by little fidget wheels
    Is not my time, the flood that does not flow.
    Between the double and the single bell
    Of a ship’s hour, between a round of bells
    From the dark warship riding there below,
    I have lived many lives, and this one life
    Of Joe, long dead, who lives between five bells.

    Deep and dissolving verticals of light
    Ferry the falls of moonshine down. Five bells
    Coldly rung out in a machine’s voice. Night and water
    Pour to one rip of darkness, the Harbour floats
    In the air, the Cross hangs upside-down in water.

    Why do I think of you, dead man, why thieve
    These profitless lodgings from the flukes of thought
    Anchored in Time? You have gone from earth,
    Gone even from the meaning of a name;
    Yet something’s there, yet something forms its lips
    And hits and cries against the ports of space,
    Beating their sides to make its fury heard.

    Are you shouting at me, dead man, squeezing your face
    In agonies of speech on speechless panes?
    Cry louder, beat the windows, bawl your name!

    But I hear nothing, nothing…only bells,
    Five bells, the bumpkin calculus of Time.
    Your echoes die, your voice is dowsed by Life,
    There’s not a mouth can fly the pygmy strait –
    Nothing except the memory of some bones
    Long shoved away, and sucked away, in mud;
    And unimportant things you might have done,
    Or once I thought you did; but you forgot,
    And all have now forgotten – looks and words
    And slops of beer; your coat with buttons off,
    Your gaunt chin and pricked eye, and raging tales
    Of Irish kings and English perfidy,
    And dirtier perfidy of publicans
    Groaning to God from Darlinghurst.
    Five bells.

    Then I saw the road, I heard the thunder
    Tumble, and felt the talons of the rain
    The night we came to Moorebank in slab-dark,
    So dark you bore no body, had no face,
    But a sheer voice that rattled out of air
    (As now you’d cry if I could break the glass),
    A voice that spoke beside me in the bush,
    Loud for a breath or bitten off by wind,
    Of Milton, melons, and the Rights of Man,
    And blowing flutes, and how Tahitian girls
    Are brown and angry-tongued, and Sydney girls
    Are white and angry-tongued, or so you’d found.
    But all I heard was words that didn’t join
    So Milton became melons, melons girls,
    And fifty mouths, it seemed, were out that night,
    And in each tree an Ear was bending down,
    Or something that had just run, gone behind the grass,
    When blank and bone-white, like a maniac’s thought,
    The naphtha-flash of lightning slit the sky,
    Knifing the dark with deathly photographs.
    There’s not so many with so poor a purse
    Or fierce a need, must fare by night like that,
    Five miles in darkness on a country track,
    But when you do, that’s what you think.
    Five bells.

    In Melbourne, your appetite had gone,
    Your angers too; they had been leeched away
    By the soft archery of summer rains
    And the sponge-paws of wetness, the slow damp
    That stuck the leaves of living, snailed the mind,
    And showed your bones, that had been sharp with rage,
    The sodden ectasies of rectitude.
    I thought of what you’d written in faint ink,
    Your journal with the sawn-off lock, that stayed behind
    With other things you left, all without use,
    All without meaning now, except a sign
    That someone had been living who now was dead:
    “At Labassa. Room 6 x 8
    On top of the tower; because of this, very dark
    And cold in winter. Everything has been stowed
    Into this room – 500 books all shapes
    And colours, dealt across the floor
    And over sills and on the laps of chairs;
    Guns, photoes of many differant things
    And differant curioes that I obtained…”

    In Sydney, by the spent aquarium-flare
    Of penny gaslight on pink wallpaper,
    We argued about blowing up the world,
    But you were living backward, so each night
    You crept a moment closer to the breast,
    And they were living, all of them, those frames
    And shapes of flesh that had perplexed your youth,
    And most your father, the old man gone blind,
    With fingers always round a fiddle’s neck,
    That graveyard mason whose fair monuments
    And tablets cut with dreams of piety
    Rest on the bosoms of a thousand men
    Staked bone by bone, in quiet astonishment
    At cargoes they had never thought to bear,
    These funeral-cakes of sweet and sculptured stone.

    Where have you gone? The tide is over you,
    The turn of midnight water’s over you,
    As Time is over you, and mystery,
    And memory, the flood that does not flow.
    You have no suburb, like those easier dead
    In private berths of dissolution laid –
    The tide goes over, the waves ride over you
    And let their shadows down like shining hair,
    But they are Water; and the sea-pinks bend
    Like lilies in your teeth, but they are Weed;
    And you are only part of an Idea.
    I felt the wet push its black thumb-balls in,
    The night you died, I felt your eardrums crack,
    And the short agony, the longer dream,
    The Nothing that was neither long nor short;
    But I was bound, and could not go that way,
    But I was blind, and could not feel your hand.
    If I could find an answer, could only find
    Your meaning, or could say why you were here
    Who now are gone, what purpose gave you breath
    Or seized it back, might I not hear your voice?

    I looked out my window in the dark
    At waves with diamond quills and combs of light
    That arched their mackerel-backs and smacked the sand
    In the moon’s drench, that straight enormous glaze,
    And ships far off asleep, and Harbour-buoys
    Tossing their fireballs wearily each to each,
    And tried to hear your voice, but all I heard
    Was a boat’s whistle, and the scraping squeal
    Of seabirds’ voices far away, and bells,
    Five bells. Five bells coldly ringing out.
    Five bells.

    – Kenneth Slessor